So another spring is starting to go and with it summer is starting to arrive. The nights are warmer, the outside life is more vibrant, the atmosphere is incredibly peaceful; living so far from the city this almost makes the commute worth it.

It has been many years since this little group started everything is so similar yet so different. So many things have changed within me, so many new things experienced, I am as sure as ever about my life. Or so I would like to think.

I have a few tunes and with the night air and the current living situation I can almost grasp at those days that my melancholy so painfully wants to hold again. But as I am about to reach that zen like state of relaxation my mind falters and I return to reality. In the bottom of my heart, and probably my gut as well, I know that my soul is calling for something else and that is all my mind can conjure up to appease it.

I wonder what it is that I am looking for and I wonder when, if ever, I will find it. Everything right now seems so transitory. As if I'm on the cusp of some great epiphany that will change my life forever. A type of milestone where I can say this is where my life began.

I hope I can find it soon, whatever "it" may be.

I don't believe that there exists a single moment which defines where your life "really" begins. Looking at my own life, it was a mix of things that let me set goals and defined who I was, from which I would say that my life really began.

Yet, I wish you all the best in the world with finding something that helps you out.

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Thank you kindly. You know, it's strange how life melds together. As you say it's been a mixture of goals, events, and epiphanies that have given rise to our current personas.

Still, I can't help but have that wanderlust or whatever it is that keeps me wishing for a sign or guide that will tell me that it is time to wake up.

I listen to that one song by pink floyd "time" and it's amazing how even with that sort of hindsight I can't help but feel that I am heading that way and I can't do anything but watch.

>>3
Current stamp could not be more relevant: →/112/work.jpg
A bit curt perhaps, but such is life.

Pardon my aloofness. I've nothing else of value to add. (´<_`　)

This is a great site to browse a little in the summer time heat, with your window open and a glass of lemonade