That is rough to hear, but I wish you the best of luck in the future. There isn't much that I can say that >>40
hasn't already said except for one lesson from my life. That is: I hope you will still hold on to art as a hobby. In that way it won't be tethered by compromises or the stress of trying to support your life with it financially. Your career (whatever you end up choosing or whatever ends up choosing you) is just one aspect of your life, and it is not required to be your purpose. Some of the happiest people I've met in life are the people who use a dull career as a method of supporting their true passions.