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Thank you kindly. You know, it's strange how life melds together. As you say it's been a mixture of goals, events, and epiphanies that have given rise to our current personas.

Still, I can't help but have that wanderlust or whatever it is that keeps me wishing for a sign or guide that will tell me that it is time to wake up.

I listen to that one song by pink floyd "time" and it's amazing how even with that sort of hindsight I can't help but feel that I am heading that way and I can't do anything but watch.