>>8Not that anon but I've been struggling with this for awhile. I'm not really sure what I enjoy, but I feel like I'm on the verge of figuring it out. It's just that I spend so much time browsing these sites because I wanna get closer to finding that truth. Plus I like hearing about things I've already found. I suppose it's become an addiction. But I can't settle because I'm not truly complacent yet.
Btw, if anyone knows of a good place to discuss East Asian history please let me know. I've recently found enjoyment in the Three Kingdoms period and finding a place to talk about that would be nice.