16 Name: flipflop : 2021-11-14 17:02
I've always been terrified of the future and
the changes it may bring, sometimes I lay awake
at night in fear, knowing that this moment will
disappear as soon as the last.
I've tried to study stoicism and other philosophies
but none of them have helped me make peace with this
For context, I'm 17, so I'm at a point in my life
where I think I know everything even though deep
down I know that I know just a handful of things
in the ocean of wisdom that life has to offer.
College and the independence associated with it
scares me, for most of my life I've had to live
on someone else's terms; but now I have to make
my own decisions, I'm afraid I'll make the wrong
choice and end up regretting it forever.